I am getting married in one week. Seven days.  And I am scared shitless.

Don’t get me wrong.  Jamie is wonderful – my first love, my college sweetheart.  He is smart and funny.  He makes me laugh until my ribs ache.  He is kind and loves me fiercely.  He is steady and stable and reliable….and therein lies the problem. I do not know how to be in a relationship with a steady, stable, reliable man. Continue reading →